only m would be asking me this at midnight
i almost cried but i didn't.
take a few cold breaths lock your spirit in a bottle, plug that with some cork and twine and send it to sea when you stop existing. because then you'll exist really still,
you just caught a different course. after life may not be real but you can still continue without having a shadow.
just look at peter pan.
why would you want to be forgotten? it's a sad thought, even if m says you're gone mentally and wouldn't ever know.
they're just friendly mysteries peeping up and out like dandelions in a summer yard.
wishing you a good sleep and a good morrow ~