mmmm wind mmmm miss potter. i was going to mail l's packet of stardust (aka penpal letter) a few days ago but i kept forgetting because it was always too late. time running out like turning off the water.
baths are so nice. mmmm warmth! ahhh good country!
the tree outside my window is starting to spread its fingers again tiny spring green (sky blue lemonade emily lime devereaux green mmmm m) baby leaf houses are coming coming coming and not stopping.
what if i lived in a boat named "lost" and was at sea? that'd be redundant. that'd be redundant.
i'd rather have been on breezand.
mmmm open sea. any kind of travel. mmmm that.
tea spilt today. today spilt tea. spilt tea today. today, tea spilt. tea today spilt.
i've taken to scrambling sentences even when i'm just talking to someone i'll think of how what they said can be warped.
mmmm elvis costello's voice and glasses and suits just a bit too small mmmm c.
cosmic questions pull a rabbit out of a hat i feel infinite chipped black twisted leather cracked temple "engulf my chin" colors neatly lined up trees like lace above me honest writing no writing dripping red smiles one eyed emoolie sleepless messages one by one summer has begun wrink wrink wrinkly rough prickly skin poe johns f s cummings beatrix being.
try being for a while it's nice because you stop caring
but in a good way
so much worry so impatient so many burdens that aren't my own i love to listen i love to learn i love run on sentences. memories bottled up.
mmmm!
"all that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream"
be tall stretch up write up write tall chin up chin swallowed struggle to light that wood.
"i started playing the game in like the game"
play the game dream that dream do something anything you want because you can
"Emily if you were a mythical creature what would you be?"
an ordinary starling bird or any old rabbit or emily devereaux is good enough for me to be
"you can't always get what you want"
but you can try
"bag of flour with antlers, skateboarding"
learn something new say something new do something new but it can be old if you want. old things are good and kind and honest and loveable but buy something new and give it a ride because in 1 2 10 20 50 100 years it will be old and full of memories good and bad. it will, like everything, have a story.
mmmm realizations! quotes!
never never land,
if you ever do Me an anonymous favour;
never
ever
stop
existing
dear girl in photo: i know it is a lot to handle in one sitting but please try to do your best it was such a long eventful endearing beautiful memorable bottled up evening, encapsulated into the night woven into the stars and your constellations forever to swirl up and be a part of the steam from your hot hair your hot coffee, but the sun it rises it is rising now get up get up get up and see it before it goes away forever!!!!!!!!!!
edit: m just said "mmmm" in his last text
water curses / animal collective (i love to sing along with this one. so there, h)