today:
-woke up
-showered and read m's texts recieved at three a.m. sometimes i'll get highly philosophical texts from him at times like that.
-coffee, listerine, blurry day though happier (gave p and mx their notes)
-listened to so much by The Books because i'm realizing how much i love them
-running bath water and started dandelion wine sitting in warmth, the pages are waterstained now
-ate a kind dinner with dad twenty minutes later, drank orange juice from equally kind old mug and read chapter one of dandelion wine
-made feather necklace and put on fleet foxes
-said goodnights
today i didn't:
-cry
-learn a foreign language
-get punched in the face
-feel hot or cold but a strange in-between
-feel much at all until school ended.
I AM SO EXCITED TO VISIT MR. BERNER ON THURSDAY THAT I COULD JUMP IN THE AIR LIKE A " " AND CLAP BECAUSE I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!