hopefully the weekend will be good.
i will make loads of feathers for everyone,
even you (yes you),
and present the first packet monday. d said "hey pete" and p waved and it made me SO HAPPY, i saw p before that:
a) to present her feathernote to her and
b) waved to her when she in her heart glasses and sitting on the floor.
i recieved a new hello from b
and she is so cute she was all "hello!" in her crackly little voice,
and i saw s and said hi and she was the best, "how are you!"
which i thought was sweet considering we've talked 0 times.
i saw n and waved at the last second and saw C AND and we exchanged exaggerated "WUSSUP SUH"s and high fives,
"your last name has a silent X. THAT'S pretty rad" from him which was nice,
earlier i had seen a and of course gave that one a high five,
i took a poor lad's seat in study hall because some lass took mine,
he seemed O.K. with that though. thanks, lad.
i've read approximately 70 more pages of lolita,
will finish tonight and complete daily drawing before midnight;
been so busy with nothing.
oh, also saw e and r and waved hello; r was his usual charming and e was her usual charming,
i like charming people and being charmed and charm bracelets and lucky charms the cereal,
plan to visit barnes and noble with -insert first letter of your name here- and read a book in one sitting because,
that always seemed nice.
i wish a decent cry would come out.
i ate pei wei,
it was only alright, a bit cold.
a glorious sixty degrees,
i wish i saw the other b more, and was more courageous with a, as i know that one would appreciate it.
i appreciate you
and the seventies, and history class
and watching films with my dad
and sixty degrees of fahrenheit outside,
and being swallowed by coats,
the scene in eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, when joel and clementine are under that great quilt and clementine says "don't ever leave me" and admits things, and joel just listens and covers her in kisses (then it just gets so gosh darn sad),
and when people say words like "enjoy" and "adore" in a sentence
this old watch,
and the phylum plantae and singing although i haven't a voice for doing so properly,
and when my hair feels loose, and harmonics and people who can knit. i really like those things. i would spend all day making lists like this rather than lists of things i hate,
and knitting if i could, and taking a polaroid of the sky every day,
and braiding grass,
and reading woody allen's writing, and talking to the people i normally wait to talk to me first,
and writing letters and eating sweets,
and making boxes from paper, and watercoloring printer paper, and admiring the complicated gears in watches, and tim walker's photography and other works for that matter,
and practicing bunny drawing and other nature drawing,
wearing red, purple too because it makes me happy.
wearing socks too. and collecting norwegian sweaters.
and writing simon and garfunkel lyrics on my hand, and just staring at that all day,
and holding your hand and telling you my secrets and my thoughts.
