04 April 2009

lendemain

i started a new journal tonight which i felt was necessary. writing in hand, in pencil and drawing made me feel good. i made sure to wear down the pencil first. too sharp is not for me.
i read poetry, drew faces all day.
also, i've been consuming very much butter with jam on bread. so sweet and kind. days are kind, daze are kind.
i realized a few moments ago how much i love the phrase
"under the covers".

"wasting days is the worst you can do."
quite right. although technically, we are alive. and being alive
well that isn't a waste.

dallas clayton

service

You should leave your house today
with an empty garbage bag
and some walking shoes
and start off toward no where at all.
On the way you should pick up every piece of trash you find
that hasn’t already been claimed
by a smaller animal
and stuff it into your bag.

You should see how far you make it
before your bag is full,
and once it is
you should turn around and walk back.

On the way back
you should think about your neighbors
and how they aren’t bad people
and don’t consider themselves filthy
But how they managed to waste so much
and leave it all out here
for you to carry home.

When you get home
you should put the bag on your kitchen counter
and draw a face on it with a magic marker
and give it a nameand take a picture of it
and make it some tea.

While you drink the teayou should talk to it,
and tell it a secret that you’ve never told anyone before.
After you’re done you should stuff it into a trash can
and gently close the lid
and put it out on the curb for collection.

After that, you should go lay down
and close your eyes
and think about yourself
and how you aren’t a bad person
and don’t consider yourself filthy
and how nice it is to go for a walk
and clear your head
on a beautiful day like today.

03 April 2009

cee owl hoot

confusion, failure, time: juice, test, grandfather clock
life, belief: half glass of water, half glass of wine
every relationship: fleet of sailboats (also: knit sweaters)
your life: old shoes
sky, stars, universe: sea, younail & i, blank parchment
nature: beauty
beauty: nature
math: math
maps & atlases and neutral milk hotel, now